Rebekah I’m sorry I should have been more specific this afternoon when we sorta talked. I can’t or couldn’t (depending on when you read this) see you tonight because I was afraid to! As I said for the past five nights in a row you have treated me like poison for 5 different reasons.
I’ve been working on creating an audiobook about the Jewish daily prayers. I was doing a segment explaining what a brit is (a covenant) and I had an epiphany about the narcissist. Basically, I was explaining how I loved the narcissist unconditionally. I compared my love for David to the way God feels about us,
I was at my supposedly monogamous and committed-to-me boyfriend’s house. He was fixing me lunch and we were having fun watching some movie. It was a very low key afternoon, the kind of date you have when you are poor and can’t afford to go anywhere. Someone knocked on his front door. It turned out
Unknown date, Nov 1987: My Beautiful Rebekah, I love you more than anything I’ve ever known, I’ve said this bunch of times before because it’s true. Because I love you so much I’ll truly respect your decision and never bother you in any way. If we pass please don’t be rude or bitter, just smile
These happen to be from an alcoholic drug addict, but narcissists and abusers use the same tactics. For example, he projects that I will think he is out with another woman because he was actually out with another woman! However, I had no clue and I wasn’t worried because I trusted him. Next, I got
Saturday afternoon at the Shabbes table, a man told the following lesson from Torah: Before God created the world, He created two forces: the force that gives and the force that receives. After a while, the force that receives said, “I’m full. I do not want to receive anymore.” The force that gives wanted to
http://www.amazon.com/You-Heal-Your-Life-Gift/dp/B009CRP2ZA/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1426221176&sr=8-3&keywords=you+can+heal+your+life+by+louise+hay A few days ago, my feet started hurting me like a @#$%&* so I took anti-inflammatories (aspirin, ibuprofen, Tylenol) and put Salon-Pas aspirin patches on the tops of my feet. Eventually I noticed that my ankles were swollen more than I have ever seen before in my life. My first thought was “Look at