It’s been 3 days since David showed up on Facebook after a 4 year absence. I start panicking whenever I think about it and have to take a Xanax. Narcissists get bored easily and he will go dark soon. He won’t stay around too long but it could be two months.
Meanwhile I have my Facebook addiction and I want to see what’s going on in the world. I’ve been sneaking in hitting it really quickly and then getting off line like a thief in the night. I mean damn.
I feel kind of ashamed that I’m acting like a teenager but at the same time I realize he tried to kill me!
And I have not broken no contact. I have not looked at his profile. And I’m using Facebook less.