I have a lot of good stuff to blog about! Unfortunately, I let it pile up too high, way too high, and then my perfectionist needs kicked in and I couldn’t write because there were too many posts for me to feel they could be good enough. New strategy… let’s try writing snippets until I can get back into the swing of things. Truly, I am not good with discipline… or self-discipline. (Note to self: Stop criticizing you!) However, if this blog is going to survive, I think I need to post on a schedule of at least once per week. The superGREATawesome news is that I feel happier. I almost wrote “happy”, but I am afraid of that word. Since David, I swing too moody. Not bipolar, but still grieving. Just when you think it’s all over and sunny days are all that is ahead, POW! Grief punches you in the kisser! I can’t believe I still miss that guy, and YES, I do feel guilty about it… and then shame… and then conflicted, etcetera. It really helps to remind myself that he still hates me. Wherever he is in this beautiful, blue-green world we call “Home”, the narcissist still hates me… and would kill me in an instant if he thought no-one would catch him. Yep. There it is. I feel better already. haha. I know that you other crazies out in cyberspace know what I’m saying. Okay, it’s probably not nice to call you crazies – but I mean that it’s crazy to miss a narcissist. Moving on… VERY exciting posts about aftercare and specific ways to feel better are in the works. 2016 is the Year of Good Self-Care.