Trying to make an appointment with a mental health professional.

This USA ObamaCare Affordable Care Act stuff is complicated. Did you know that if I did not have medical insurance thru my employer, then I would get fined 700 dollars? I would get fined, not my employer! Many, many employers were given amnesty by the government. They do not have to affect profits by giving medical coverage to their workers, but the workers still get fined if we don’t have coverage. -And so evil increases in the world. Starting January 1st, 2016, I did get coverage thru my employer (Evil Corporation). I pay $90 a month for high-deductible insurance. After I (more…)

Journal. 24 Jan 2016.

I sold ten thousand dollars of refrigerators today. That’s a lot of ice. -yet I did not make my personal sales goal! I couldn’t get upsells. Also, work is usually fun. I enjoy meeting the customers and helping them to get financing, but they were cranky jackasses today. I mean, who spends $2000 on a stove and then doesn’t want annual maintenance on it? Fools! After work, I went to dinner with 4 coworkers. Usually we go for liquor at BW3, but one girl wanted to get Sunday fried chicken at CrackerBarrel where she used to work. They don’t serve alcohol but (more…)

Call 911 !

2016 is supposed to be… The Year of Health Insurance (echo, echo, echo). I have High-Deductible-Minimal-Coverage medical insurance via the Evil Corporation where I work… and I have a paycheck, so my… let’s say “plan” is to take better care of myself: get my teeth cleaned, have my eyes checked, go to the General Practitioner, find a counsellor, etc. In my dreams, I get to see an actual psychiatric person/doctor to have my moods analyzed and I get some proper psych meds for once. It’s a beautiful dream. Reality is a confidential and free self-assessment on the insurance website. 10 questions (more…)

I’m still here.

I still have my job. (yea) I still have my cat. (purr purr) I still have my brother. (okay, clearly this list is in no particular order because he should’ve been first.) I still have my disturbing memories. (ssss) I’ve been depressed lately because of the lack of sunlight. It’s “on my list” to find a full-spectrum sun lamp. I can’t sit down and write like I used to, and I’m not sure why. I just can’t. But I’m still here. (: Please share this:Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window)Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window)Click to (more…)