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Listen, I want to say that emotions pass (hopefully). This is, for me, a very dark post from a very dark place. I share this kind of crap because I hope that in the future, I will be able to proudly say, “Look what I overcame. Look how far I’ve come. I feel better now. I feel good.” blah, blah, blah. It could happen. . I haven’t been writing this week because I’ve been in a deep, dark funk. I don’t want to be here anymore. I want to stop existing. This is not the same as having suicidal thoughts, although