SexyBeast was my first husband. I left him 20 years ago, and he didn’t understand why. To him, it seemed like it came out of nowhere and he was devastated. He fought hard to get me to change my mind, but I don’t ever change my mind. There was nothing he could do to make me go home.
20 years have passed and I moved back to town. I have to drive past the house often these days, which upsets me. I both worry and get excited about running into him in town one day. So I’ve decided to send him a letter.