Month: March 2015

Evil came into our relationship.

Saturday afternoon at the Shabbes table, a man told the following lesson from Torah: Before God created the world, He created two forces: the force that gives and the force that receives. After a while, the force that receives said, “I’m full. I do not want to receive anymore.” The force that gives wanted to Read More


Remember, dear readers, you cannot fix a narcissist – but people with illnesses will respond to kindness. Let me change that. Everyone will respond to kindness. When I could remember that the narcissist was sick, I was able to remain detached and not become embroiled in his drama. Unfortunately, I could not maintain a healthy Read More

Photographic Burdens.

Moving Day is in five days. I was packing up the closet when I came across the photos of my ex-wedding. My mom had thought I would want them, so she gave them to me, and I promptly stashed them away. I wish she hadn’t given them to me. I could throw them in the garbage and pretend Read More

Suicide & Entitlement.

I realize that I have been acting bratty. I want stuff, but I haven’t worked for it. I want life to be easier, but that is childish wishing. I have been acting entitled… and I know it. Here’s my reasoning: I am supposed to be dead. It’s not fair that I have to stay here Read More

Narcissists and the Shame Agenda

Shame has been on my mind lately, specifically wondering why or where does it come from? Read More

Confession is Supposed to Help Me????

I spent the weekend with a dear friend who I knew before I went to Israel. She keeps a kosher Jewish home and it is always a special treat for me to get to spend Friday night at her place because it restores my soul in ways that are Kabalistic and would take me a Read More

Whose arse do I have to kiss to get a blogging award?

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Reblog: Comfort Zone. 

eventually, one must step back into the ring – or become obsolete. Read More

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