Month: February 2015

Things Go Downhill Quickly.

It amazes me how quickly some people can turn from friendly and loving to I don’t know you. You mean nothing to me. Go away. They change so fast that I think it must be pre-planned. It seems like they were waiting for a signal and finally they can get what they wanted from the Read More

Journal entry. 25 Feb 2015. Anxiety.

I worked myself into a frenzy over this afternoon’s blog post about my mom. My neck was hurting me from tension and I worried that it might spasm, so I took one-half of a muscle relaxer. I didn’t take more because I was about to start my work shift and I worried that I might Read More

I am moving for the 7th time in 11 months. Gamzu l’tovah.

(This post is about my relationship with my mother, about being angry at my parents, and about what comes next for me.) My “loving” parents have given me shelter for 14 weeks and are eager to kick me out. And just as I was up for a promotion at work… So I am being sent to my Read More

The Language of Recovery after a Narcissist’s Attack.

Stage 1: I miss David. I love David. We were meant to be together forever. . Stage 2: I feel so connected to my narcissist, but I am beginning to realize that he has a pattern of abuse. . Stage 3: The narcissist was faking the whole time. He never loved me. . Stage 4: Read More

StarGirl Fantasy Lover.

I’m not one to play video games, mostly because I cannot handle the coordination requirements of left hand does this and right hand does something completely different. A-B-jump-jump-strike is out of my league. I can’t do it. But I did get into this fashion/romance video game in 2013. The game is called “StarGirl” and I Read More

1000 Voices for Compassion. #1000Speak

20 Feb 2015. Today’s community goal is to get 1000 bloggers to post about compassion, kindness, and caring for others. As the Facebook page says, let’s “flood the blogosphere with GOOD!” Well, this blog is about Narcissistic Personality Disorder, its’ aftermath, and the long journey to recovery. Therefore, I have decided to write about showing Read More

Taking Revenge Against a Narcissist.

Last week, I posted a very brief paragraph about wishing to take revenge against the narcissist. I wrote that I wanted him to have city-wide humiliation and that everyone in Toronto would talk about how stupid he is. But it was a fantasy, a daydream. In reality, I most certainly had the opportunity and the Read More

Narcissist Will Fake His Own Death.

In honor of February 14th, I have written a post about the narcissist’s heart. Enjoy.   After the narcissist left me in Israel to return to his native Toronto, we spoke on the phone every day. He was homeless and couch-surfing because his intended targets had not agreed to fund his latest adventure. The stress Read More

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