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Last post, I was having a little freakout. My ex-husband phoned me and rattled my chains. I was feeling despair (see post about despair: Ayn Yeush BaOlam) that I would never be able to get free of him, no matter how far away I ran. I confessed that I wanted to die (or more specifically, I wanted to kill myself). The first 3 days were rough, but I started to recover just hours before Shabbat. I reminded myself that I did get a pre-warning. (I guess the correct term is advance warning.) I wrote about the dream message that I would