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It has come to my attention that David has met someone and their relationship is serious. I did pray for him to meet someone and marry, but I am not happy. For me, the grief is starting all over again. I have a strong urge to numb these uncomfortable feelings with drugs. I feel useless. I survived such an ordeal and so much suffering. I thought it had purpose. I thought it was for a so called “Life Lesson” or a greater Truth, and I was patiently biding my time until the ah-ha moment when it would all make mystical sense