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The other day, I blogged about a moment of weakness, a moment when I was pining for my abuser, the narcissist (*David). That post is titled “Backsliding.” While I was writing the post, I started feeling extremely guilty. I thought about how people would judge me and how I would judge myself for even thinking about returning to a lover who tried to kill me. Because of the guilt, I almost didn’t publish my writing; but I made a commitment to myself to document my recovery from narcissistic abuse and suicide, so I added a disclaimer to the end of the