Again with the emotional seesaw. I peeked at David’s website. My ex-boyfriend narcissist posts online poetry and I looked at it. He used to write complex poems about Torah and Israel. I often had to ask him to explain the imagery to me. Well, I broke the rules of No Contact and peeked at his poetry site. It upset me. This is the reason that we give ourselves No Contact rules. David wrote a crass poem about a woman being like an empty bowl that waits to receive him. It was clumsy and gross. You may think that I got upset because he is having casual sex like a dog. That doesn’t upset me so much. What upset me was that his short poem screams ‘Narcissist’. He thinks he’s so great and above it all. Women exist to service his needs, not for relationships.
Who is this man?
I do not know this man.
I was not in a relationship with this man.
I am really getting angry that I got bamboozled! Aaargh!